雨夜

连续下了两天的雨了
雨...不停
就像我心中的想法一样
不曾停留过

我在想什么？
我自己都不知道
是...我长大了
我不能再任性了
可是不是在自己信任的人面前
我能任性以下吗？

感情？是什么？
我都快要不知道了
如果你的未来没有我
请别伤害我.

流下来的眼泪不痛
划过脸颊，跌进手掌的泪才痛
我...不容许自己有机会再去痛
难以呼吸的感觉
我不喜欢.

没有一个女人
能够独立到，不需要对方的关心
你的关心很吝啬
我要的那么简单，原来你给不起

没有一个女人
能够容忍自己的另一半答应了，却做不到
我的一句“算了，不用了”
是我不想跟你吵，因为你要我学着长大.

没有一个女人
能够接受自己一直的付出
主动久了会累，爱久了，心更累.
也许你不知道
可是我对你，真的失望了.

如果你的未来没有我，放手让我走
如果你没有信心来疼爱我，放手让我走
如果你觉得关心我是那么的困难，放手让我走

我，觉得你好自私，真的好自私
自私到，我都快要不认识你了
你不能为了我牺牲那么一点点
跟你在一起有什么意思？

知道现在
你的嘴里还是你的东西，你的家人
我要你知道
我不是你寂寞时的玩偶
你不配！

上帝，如果您还怜惜我
请告诉我，我应该怎么样 ?

时间能证明一切

不要每次说照片不像我啦
都是要经过 “加工”的嘛
不然怎么能够见人？
我相信很多人都一样 >.<
至少我希望在别人心中
我拥有一个极不错的形象 :)

这几天在干嘛，好像是 “衰神”特别喜欢我
不要喜欢我可以不可以？
星期四那天早上，起来的时候整个人好像要晕了
上了地铁，眼皮就是一直跳不停
就马上SMS 妈妈，要她一整天都小心
好不容易挨到放工时间
回到家就决定睡个午觉先，因为好累
听话却响个不停，可是我就是懒惰要看嘛
哪知道6.30pm 一看电话
OMG = = 他竟然发生车祸的消息进入我的眼帘
突然间整个人都醒去，头脑一片空白
那个他，就是曾经我为了他付出3年半的他
朋友，我还是一样地担心！
无法马上回马来西亚
所以让妈妈去关心情况，代替我看望他
我只希望一切能够顺利渡过 :(
上帝会祝福你的
我还是很心痛这一切地发生
我的眼泪虽然没有流出来
可是我的心就是很难受.

终于，我提起勇气，星期天去探望他
只是我觉得他变了，我长大了。
我更能面对眼前的这一切了
我
他
[ 怎么样，为什么会这样]
[没有怎样，你别担心了]
[担心？我能不担心吗？就算是朋友，我还是会担心]
[你还关心我吗]
[我有说过我不关心吗]
[这些日子过得好吗]
[你说呢？好得很]
[真的吗？你长大了，成熟了，越来越有气质了]
[是吗，谢谢。]
[我不想跟你解释一切的发生，我多希望你能了解，
结果你没有要了解，反而放弃了这段感情]
[我了解？我需要别人的解释，
我不喜欢不解释的男人]
[你还是那么任性，只是我也看开了，
如果你不任性，那就不是我一直深爱的你，
我有任何的东西，可是我却失去了爱情，
我的不解释造成了你的不谅解，我难过，
我心痛，我从来就没有忘记过]
[为什么等到我完全放下了，你才对我说这一切]
[因为我从来就没有放弃过你，
因为我放不开，你知道吗]
[这一切已经没有意义，我的心好痛
虽然我不曾流过眼泪，可是多少的日子，
心痛陪我渡过，多少个夜晚，我失眠了]
[我知道，我都知道]
[那又怎样，你能怎么样]
[难道回到我的身旁这么难吗]
[不是难，是我害怕痛苦！]
[我不要再一起了又要分开，
我讨厌这样的结局，我的心好痛，
我的感觉没有人能够了解，
我的痛你无法体会，所以感情，
我真的怕了]
[给我一些时间，我会证明一切]
[以后再说吧，两年后我毕业了再说吧，
因为暂时我不想谈恋爱]
[两年，我能证明一切]
[时间会证明一切]

我坚持相信时间会证明一切.

爸爸，我爱的爸爸
在工作时跌倒了
跌到手部
还好没有伤到其他的部位
爸爸，我很担心你知道吗？
虽然我很少跟你交谈
可是我依然知道，
你为我们家的付出？
我不哭，是因为我不要你担心
我更不想你担心我们！
所以请你照顾自己
我们都很需要你.

衰神，请离开我远一点
不要让我每天活在担心中
因为，他们都是我很在乎的人 !

111 Post - A short Break and Post

第二学期的实习将在两个星期后开始

这么快，又要回新加坡了啦

这么快又要见到病人啦 >.<

虽然我很不愿意，可这些都是要经过的

我了解我了解 =[

看我的傻照，没有任何的妆

完全是素颜哟，勇敢吧？

这当然是要经过edit 咯，不然很丑 >.<

我可怜的 Iphone 经过update 后

什么东西都不见了

其实也是我的错，因为我自己没有 back up 起来

算了吧，没关系

都还能 Download 过 x)

只是那1276 张照片

对不起啦，是有点可惜 =[

这也是我唯一难过的.

算了贝，我去睡咯

晚安大家 ^___^

Happy Wednesday and 210 days of freedom

今天我想换个Style 啦
所以我的字放左边
今天，我跟 Ivy Go Cs :)
Sushi King + Shopping + Secret Recipe
真是快乐的一天
我就是这么容易地满足
谢谢你，Ivy :)
每次都能在学业上互相鼓励
每次都能跟我分享很多东西
不要肉麻啦，
总之认识你，
我很开心 ^___^

17 Nov 2011
感谢你，换我自由210天
你说我变了
是，我承认，我真的变了
你说我变得冷漠无情
没错，不过那也只是对你罢了 ！

我变得不再随便流泪
因为我知道，眼泪应该留着给在乎我的人

我不再是那个懦弱，不顶撞你的那个欣怡
现在的我，有自己的意见

我不再是那个要看电影，还要跟你预约的人
我可以跟一群朋友去快乐
不需要跟任何人报告

我不再是那个每个星期想回家的人

我不再随便相信任何的承诺

我没有讨厌你，更没有恨你
因为恨一个人很累
我的心脏负荷不了
我的心只能装着快乐

我要你知道，不是每一次的对不起
我都会说没有关系
我原谅了你，可是心里的裂痕永远还在

我应该感谢你
因为现在我很独立
因为现在我很快乐
因为现在我很自由
因为现在我很幸福

我们依然是朋友 ^__*
至少曾经有你，我也幸福过.
__________________________________________

一段话，送给两位 " 朋友 "
我用英文

Please think about what is Relationship ?
Does we need to use our tears to change a r/s ?
Love each other , You must cherish each other
Break up is not the best way
Does it really can solve every problems ?
Your heart doesn't pain at all ?

I know you wont feel pain
because a girl is put her effort 100 % !
Stupid Girl ?
I am so disappointed of YOU !

I have no comments
about others pp's r/s
But Please dun frustrating me too
when I am home !

S.U.C.K suitable for that GUY
S.T.U.P.I.D suitable for that girl
_______________________________________

好啦，不说那些不开心的

感谢主，今天我很快乐
你赐给我的快乐，我会珍惜

我会珍惜身旁所有的一切

是时间睡觉啦

晚安，亲爱的大家 ^___^

End my Y1S2

当当，我的 Y1S2 终于在完成5张考卷后结束了

多感动啊，我终于可以好好睡一觉了

我真的期待了好久好久

可是也等我update 先，才去睡.

这个学期过得真快，10++ 个星期

一下就过去了，时间啊，请问你可以停一下吗？

一天如果有48小时该有多好，哈哈 :D

哪有人在学期结束后才来介绍的对吧

可是我就是这样的人，这样才能总结嘛，

我的原理 >.<

Okay , 我被分配到 Group 2 这个大家庭

有缅甸同学，中国同学，马来西亚同学，新加坡同学

Group Leader - Mr Bryan

Mentor - Miss Ng

这个学期不像上个学期那样honeymoon

因为Assignments 真的很赶，很累

我已经是熊猫了，我也很久没有好好睡一觉了！

可是终于都熬过去啦，所有考试告一段落

我终于可以不用每天开夜车

每天梦见考试，吃不好，睡不好了.

下个星期开始 Attachment 了

6个星期罢了，很快过去的，我只能这样安慰自己

虽然我真的很不愿意去实习 >.<

我想念上课的时间啦 ！

可是这一切都是安排好的，所以我就接受贝

不想埋怨，埋怨是会让自己痛苦的！

所以大家，祝我们全部好运吧 ! <3


亲爱的上帝，感谢您赐予我一对双耳

因为在朋友想要倾诉时，我的双耳一直都在

感谢身旁朋友对我的信任

虽然有时候我真的给与不了最好的意见和看法

可是我愿意当最好的听众呢！

朋友们，我希望你们都开心，不要想太多

因为 Nothing is impossible =D


好啦好啦，我要睡觉了

明天跟 Ivy 约会去咯！

晚安咯，大家

享受这短暂的假期吧 !

Bye and Good Night ^__*

A Sad Night.

喂，请问可以不要连我的部落格都Bully 我吗？

今晚我干了什么好事

Coffee + Green Tea + Vitagen
=
Stomachache

厉害吧？

现在又没有医生可以看

我可以哭吗？

okay啦，算了，忍！

我还做了什么好事

我是一片好心的哦

结果叻结果叻？

这个我真的是很伤心

我知道我的朋友伤心难过

我也不好过

对不起，如果你们觉得我错了

我道歉 T____T

真正的友情经得起考验

真正的友情不会变质哟

知道吗？

加油啦，亲爱的大朋友们

我相信你们都是在乎对方的

我相信你们都是caring each others

我相信你们会是永远的好朋友

Okie , A Poem for You All

Best friends stick together till the end,
They are like a straight line
that will not bend.

They trust each other forever,
No matter if your apart
you are together.

They can be ..........



Appreciate it Okie ?

Okay , 我要去睡觉了，

我老了，真的不能继续开夜车了

今晚 ，我很难过 :(



上帝，救救我吧

请把开心良药送给我好吗？

感谢您，主.

Night Time

Oh Yeah

亲爱的妈妈不在家

整个家现在就只有我一个人

星期五晚上可以做什么呢？

哈哈，当然是坐在电视前面咯

大大的电视

舒服的沙发

感觉就是舒服啦

还有几天就要回新加坡了

我真的是不想回去啦

家里又舒服

回去还要面对一些无理取闹的人啦 >.<

可是考试就要来啦

我既然还有时间呆在这里update

Okay 啦

不可以因为妈妈不在

我就偷懒

我要去读书了啦

就是讨厌要温习啦

真是烦呢 =[

我享受在家的时间

朋友们，加油咯 ^___^



我要去shopping 可以吗？
这不能让妈妈看到 =[

平静

傍晚时分，我站在上帝前面

告诉他一切的一切

考试的压力，身体的不适，朋友的困扰

我应该怎么办？

为什么总是有烦不完的事

难道就不能留一些私人空间给我

让我好好的温习吗？

静静地，我知道上帝会要我，跟着自己的心走

我会坚强，我也相信自己勇敢地面对

朋友，多好听的名词啊

就真的需要为了一点点的小事

闹到大家都不安宁吗？

这样你比较开心了吗？

你不会看到我写什么

可是，我真的看透了你

因为你根本就是一个100%的制造麻烦者

还有什么brother 可谈？

你对爱情的价值观

让我非常地看不起你

你那卑微的感情

更是所有的男生的悲哀

我真是没有遇过比你更烂的人了

如果给我一把枪

我一定会瞄准你的心脏

你知道吗？

请你们给我考试前的平静吧

我已经尽力了

我会保护应该保护的人

我会看清楚眼前的一切

请你也知道自己在做什么愚蠢的事！

感谢你，让我有机会 google 这么多华文字

我的华文进步了 =]




最后，考试加油啦 ^___^

Appreciate

Read through the online bible
God teach us to appreciate everything around us
So , I have to appreciate everything or every one
appear in my life :

Thanks to those whose hated me,
You made me stronger.

Thanks to those who loved me,
You made my heart fonder.

Thanks to those who cared,
You made me feel important.

Thanks to those who left,
You showed that nothing lasts forever.

Thanks to those who stayed,
You showed me true friendship.

Thanks to those who listened,
You made like I was worth it.

Thanks to those who entered into my life,
You made me who i am today.


God , Can u grant me a broad shoulder ?
God, Can u just send an active listener for me?

I am not greedy ,
I am totally exhausted nowadays
Tasks is overload :(

I gonna tell myself be strong all the time
Tears cant drop so easily ,
I have to be strong !
No matter what happened :'(

God , can u please take away my waist pain
I know the condition is become worsen
Sometime, I really cant withstand the pain
But the stupid doctor is away!
I just hate the pain so much !
Make me almost cry sometime.
Mum always said that cant carry the heavy things
The heaviest things is my school bag.
Arghhh , I hate it >.<

God , only u know...
What I really want.

Is 4.55am
Gonna off to bed

Good Night World ^___^

Follow and Listen to your heart ♥

Follow you heart in doing everything
So what I want to do now is SLEEP
can i go sleep now?
Yes, Of course !
After I finish this post , I gonna off to my lala land
Tomorrow I still need to go to Library
so I better sleep earlier today ...

As Usual , dun always mentioned that I put aeroplane
I just promise I will update
but do give me some times k
I still got many assignments haven finish yet >.<
Can u all help me to do so?
No right, I have to think by myself.
Is okay , I gonna put more effort in it.
Stop talking about assignments
I just feel very frustrating about it
especially in this SEM !
the job is overload
Make us always burn the midnight oil >.<

Let me think what had happened for past few weeks
Addy come at 7 Oct 2011
So we went to Jb Seoul Garden having our dinner
Is awesome !
Even though I already went many time before..
We went to ECP on 2nd day
I cycle 10++ km in my these 20 years !
Is break my record before
Once i tell my mum
She just cant believe about it...
Mum, is truth !
Okie, we went to prawn fishing on 3rd day
Also my 1st time follow my friends to prawn fishing
coz usually is my dad bring me go
and is very boring coz i very impatient to wait for those fishes !
But go with friends is totally different experience
I super enjoy environment at there
and I like nature looking of those kids :)
Enjoy my weekend with my friends ^__^

The following week
I back home !
Since 1 month i din back home
I feel so warm when reach home
especially sis also back from kl
so that we all can gather together :)
I love my family so much !
Even though we have to face some problems nowadays
but I believe we can solve it
Papa Mama , I love you !
Thank You for always providing the best things ever
for 4 of us !
Sis and bros, I love you all to !
Even though we hardly to gather can chat together like last time
but our relationship still close
3 of you always delight my day !

Hang out with sis and friends the whole day
Sis become my personal driver
Her driving skill do improved at all
since she study at kl...
Good, my driver =]
Less time to stay at home
because too many places have to go !
Sorry mum, I will stay at home during study week
hehe...





I just want to stop at here,
I am TIRED =[



Anyway , I love and enjoy my life with u all
lets my photos talk
or do view my facebook albums , okie?


I gonna off to my bed now,
Bye :)


NitezzZZZ

Tiring Assignments Moment

Assignments period really torture and killing us
Indeed suffering a lot and a lot
Pity my eyes bag, u become deeper and deeper !

Busy for almost 1 month to complete group assignments
Sound nice is call " GROUP ASSIGNMENT "
but is more likely as individual assignment
coz As a sub-group leader
Most of the time gonna complete everything by myself
Sometime I even fall asleep at home
when I complete my assignment till half way

6 slides show, 2 report all done by my hands
All created by my brain cells
All think by using my SUPER BIG brain
Sorry my dear brain , U really din take a rest recently
Sometime even dream about assignment when I sleep =.=

Anyway, i have learned a lot through this
I know how to present and perform well in these
I try my best in everything
I wont blame by my God
My God will know what I have done..
I dun care how others ppl think
I just know that I already try all my best
And used up all my energy level
God, U will stay beside me...I know =)

Lastly, all my housemates and friends
who are the leader in this sem
Especially My Girlfriends Ronnica , Ivy
My roommate Bryan
My housemate John and Vanessa
真的辛苦了大家！！

Let's take a good rest after finish all of the assignments k ?

All the Best ya !

Gonna off to bed soon

Good Night ^___^

I want Go back home

1st time I do my blogging during assignments period
STOP my assignments in half way
Come here and "throw away" my unsatisfied

i know some people wont see this post
just i DISLIKE you
so I WONT let u know about my life and feeling

20 years , nobody so loud to talk to me
even papa mama also wont like this
20 years , meet so many friends is my life
I definitely din meet such a SUCK GUY in my life !
I hate SUCK this word
but this word is suitable for him
So do u know , How angry i am ?

Sometime I really should accept my parent's suggestion
Dun stay with a bomb in order to prevent
unnecessary argue with friends !
But I cant leave my other friends
I cant be a selfish friends

Anyway , Dun provoke me again
DUN think ur voice is loud and U are the winner

what 翻脸不翻脸
本小姐才应该说这一句话 !

Continue my assignment
bye

Exhausted Week

Tata , My Awesome Eye Bags !
Nice or Not ?
hahaha...

This Photo , No make up at all
and pimples attack my Face >.<

Okie , will be a short Post before I back Spore

What word I can used is - EXHAUSTED !

I am really tired about all of the assignments
and reports !
Sorry No cure !
Like what my friend told me
" You always too kind towards them"
They reason always make me fed up !

Anyway , I learn forgiveness through all of these
It is hard for me to do alone
I have to waste and spend lots of time
I dun know whether they can understand or not
I dun know whether they are guilty or not
But I do feel guilty when they told me They are STRESS !

Restless Holiday
I just HATE it !
I pray all of my assignments and presentation pass soon
I hope I can have 8 hours sleep
I hope I can back to joyful days
I hope I can spend more time at home
I hope I can do the things that I like =]

Off to bed now
4am again
Tata

Nitezzz
Sweet dreams ya :)

Stay Strong

1 sentence from Mummy
" Stay Strong, Don't quit"
My tears almost drop in front of mum
Luckily i go in to the washroom
I dun wish my mum worried about me
I should cope my studies
and does not let her worried about it...

Yea, as mentioned at My title
Stay Strong
I will!

Even though is very hard to maintain well in everything
I always neglect my family
I spend less time communicate with them
I spend most of my time with my lappy
I does feel guilty about it
But let me make it up another days
I promised..:D

Anyway, Am i am strict leader ?
Am I request too much from them ?
They only do a small part
They even no need burn the midnight oil
but why they always provide me the wrong things
I have to waste my time redo again
Is it funny for me ?
Or U all think that I should do that ?
If you think that you are stress about it
I am more stress than you all :)
Is okay for me to do more than you all
But it does not mean that I should do all for you all
Is not my responsibilities complete everything for you all too

Lastly, I am proud of my Body System !
They accompany me every night
Although nowadays they keep want see the doctor
The earliest I sleep at 4am
The latest is 6am
Wake up at 11am
Enough ?
I do not know...


So now is the time off to my bed now
Bye


Sorry my dear blog
Nowadays u full of querimony and unsatisfied by
your owner, ME !

U will delight and pretty again
Once I finish all my assignments and presentation :)

Sweet Dreams ya
Blogger Team =D

Not a HAPPY holiday

My 1 week holiday officially start Last Friday
But this is not a HAPPY holiday
How I wish I going through a happy holiday >.<

Many friends wish me having a happy holidays
Thank You ya :)
I wish all of you HAPPY HOLIDAYS too...

But honestly , this is not a happy holiday for me
because I have tons of assignments
group assignments and individual assignments
I still have stupid practice and competition
Totally lack of time to rest and do the things that I like
So is this consider a HAPPY HOLIDAY ?

How i wish I have more time to spend with my family
How i wish i can go out everyday
Yumcha, shopping with buddies
How i wish I can go for 4 days holidays
let my body system have a short rest?
But in this holiday,
it is totally impossible for me...

I cant be irresponsible
Of course I can throw all my tasks to my group mates
But i cant do that !
Of course I can do last minute works
but that is not my style
So I have do lots of searching before I start my assignment

Anyway, I almost finish psychology and CH assignments
I feel accomplishment
when every time finish those works
Although sometime I does feel grievance
because some people contribute less
But I always tell myself
Do more and Learn more
And u will feel more happier :)

Sorry to all my friends
I really no time to go out with you
I gonna going back Spore Wednesday
We will meet next time k :)

Now is 4.27am
I already sit in front of my laptop 6.5 hours
My back and Spinal cord is super duper pain
I hate this PAIN !

I hope tantalizing moments can pass soon
My body is not make from steel :(



Someone, can we go shopping when I back Spore?
I really need some fresh air = =




I really tired about it
Tata , off to my lala land now :)

Good Night...

Cherish the Moments with U

Okie , Going to start my this Post
For those who always view my blog
They sure know Who is this girl
Yea , She is my bestie - Liew Xi
And I believe she is not the 1st time appear in my blog

My title like I love spending my time with my loved 1
Is not totally wrong
Just the ppl that I Loved is a girl
and Not a guy..
hahaha :)

We get know for 8 , 9 years I think
This deep friendship make us look like sisters instead of friend
We like to share everything with each other
We have courage to face each other
even we are super ugly or no IMAGE at all !

Dear , I know something is happened to U
but please think that
Is it worth for you to do everything for HIM ?
Is it worth that U cry because of HIM ?

What U tell me ?
U tell me U already give up of the hope
But why your emotion still always correlated with HIM
IS NOT WORTH at all , my dear...

U have lots of talents
U can draw , U can study and U are a good listener
U can meet a better one in the future

I very sad when every time see u upset because of HIM

What i wan to say is...

My dear , Please...
If u really cant get down of HIM
chase or pursue Him with ur charm and energy
I believe miracle will appear in 1 day

But if U feel that U already put down of him
Dun let your emotion effected by him k ?

I believe U can do it
and I believe U will meet your prince charming soon :)

I support U all the time
with my deep heart <3

Busy Life

I am very sorry to all my close friends

Coz every time I promise I will update my life
But end up there is nothing
Dun blame me k ,
I am really busy of my study life...

Actually I got update my blog sometime
Just I dun wan to post out because of some private reason
If u know me well
I believe u know about it...
So this post is for my close friends
especially my bestie
Thanks for staying beside me all the time :)

Okie , I change a very blur profile picture
because my eye bag is super deep !
And i dun wish ppl to see it
I also dun know where I find the courage
to stay with my housemates with my deep eye bag
for me , This is too bad !

Recently , there is tons of assignment have to rush
I even feel breathless sometime
Coz I am not superwomen , and I also a normal student
I dun know why some people
really refused to take their responsible
and let people to feel suffering and irritating !
Is it good ?
I admit that I am very easy to cry when stress attack me
Sorry to Mr John and Miss Vanessa
both of u really let me feel warm on that day
and Sorry for let u see my weak side
My tears are drop...T___T

Okie , friends
Let me introduce a few things for u k
Dun always said that I keep the good things for myself
Just I no time to share with u all...




The latest movie that I watch is The smurf
Is a nice and cute movie
I like the song , I hope u like it too
Catch it out when u free :)

2nd things that I wan introduce for u all
Pixlromatic application
It is free from apple store
Whether u have iphone , ipad or ipod
Get it there
Effects is better than others application
if compare with others :)
Try it out ya !

The last things that I wan introduce is Gong Cha
okie , is only available at Singapore I think
If available at Msia , tell me k ?
The price is quite reasonable
and 80% sugar level is good enough
But i hate to queue during peak hour
I very impatient I know :)
hahaha...
Try it out when u see it in S'pore !

That's all for this post
My eyelid is super heavy and tired already

I gonna off to my lala Land now
I hope I can have a nice sleep tonight
And tomorrow gonna back Sg again
Sienzz lar !

Anyway , is a nice weekend for me :)

Good Night World ♥

Wonderful Life

Would you appreciate to God
that grant you a Wonderful Life ?
I do appreciate it so much...

For me ,
With warm family beside you
With a group of nice friends beside you
Even I am single
I do enjoy my life right Now
and I feel that I enjoy my life now :)
Being couple is sweet and nice
I cannot denied this statement at all
but being single also not bad right ?
Many of my friends asking me
" Ohhh Sin Yee , How come dun wan choose a rich guy
to involve in a relationship "
Uhm Uhm guys
Do i really need a guy to fulfill my life right now ?
I dun think so...

W/o a partner
I can enjoy my time with my family
I can go travel anywhere with them
I can enjoy my hobby especially diving anytime
I can enjoy my outing with any guys
I can wear until very messy in home
I can webcam with everybody
This kind of life really Not good ?
Some people may think it is a kinda of lousy life
But for me , It's very enjoy
coz I love FREEDOM !

Stop this topic , I dun wan talk about any guys
becoz I only need a guardian or Angel beside me
hahahaha :)
So please stop it
Dun introduce any guys for me anymore
I am not interested at this moments k !

Back to my Topic ,
We went to Singopre Zoo at 30 August 2011
Is located at Mandai Road
What i can say is
Zoo is damn big , even bigger than USS
and it definitely cant compare with our " ZOO NEGARA"
Admission fees cost $20
Is a nice place to visit
Do visit it when you all are free :)

Celebrate our Vanessa b'day at 2 September 2011
Venue is Seoul Garden, Clementi Mall...
Is a crazy Night for us
Such a long long time My gang din gathering together
Is sweet and warm when gathering with friends :)
Lastly, I wish Vanessa
Enjoy her big day and stay happiness forever !

Last part of my blog
I wan mentioned about my 2 buddy in parkway college !
They are Ivy Lee and Princess Rng !
Thanks for appear in my life
Both of u make my life so delighted
I enjoy chatting and talking secret session with both of u
I enjoy our lunch session with both of u
I enjoy our assignment torture moments !
We are damn angry when being "catalyze" by our group mates
Thanks God , Both of you are nice and sweet !
I hope our friendship and last longer and forever ...=D

Wonderful Life , I Love you..

God , thanks for always grant me energy and confidence
in doing everything !



- End -

Recharged at home

Yooo , This is the 4th weeks I din rest well
It's so tiring
Mental and physical totally exhausted :(

Anyway , Now I am recharged at home
HOME SWEET HOME !
Love to chat with mum and siblings
They always delighting my days with lots of jokes
And I enjoy the peace atmosphere <3

Singapore Home
I Love too
Just sometime some unexpected problems have appear
Cant solve those questions
with proper ways !
I hate that type of feeling :(

Anyway , Thank you for someone
I know U are always beside me all the time
U always taking good care of me
Even though U are not the best
But U already try ur best
U are my important part
As a good friend for me :)
Treasure the friendship between U and me
Yea ^^!!



Tatata , Off to bed now

Good Night World...

Restless 3 weeks

Dear All , I have gone through my restless 3 weeks

It is so busy for me and Vanessa

1st Clinical Attachment in my nursing life

start at 18 July till 29 July

These 2 weeks Learn a lots of things

from my seniors, EN and staff nurses

They really teach me a lot and a lots

I do appreciate them so much

and a big applause to them

They are good person in this wonderful world <3

Welcome My mum and sis come Sg at 30 July

They come help me do the packing

At last My dad fetch us to Sentosa at Night time

End up i done my packing at 1am ++

Shift house to Tiong Bahru at 1 August 2011

Is a super busy day for us

coz only 4 of us plus Mummy and sister

But my friends is cooperative enough

We managed to done our shifting at 9.30am

It's so many things have to move

and So many heavy things have to

move from 14th floor to 16th floor

So tiring and torturing :(

But Thx to 2 guys

Mr Bryan and Mr John

Both of u are awesome

Clap for u all !

Fly to Penang at 2 August 2011

Back Singapore at 5 August

4 days tiring day too

Everyday sleep at midnight

and have to wake up at 7am

Even though I am very very tired

But I still enjoy my times with my friends..xDDD

They are so lovely are nice

We all are tired

But we try our best to control our emotion

Din lose our temper at all

Thx to my housemates

I <3 U all...

Restless 3 weeks is pass

School reopen today

I have to focus on my study since now

I have to concentrate

I will try my best in new sem :)

Good Luck all , My dearest coursemates

And I like the feeling to be home :)

Clinical Attachment

Short Internship
We call Clinical Attachment
is starting today
Till 29 July 2011
Is only 10 days for this semester
While it is quite busy
and will be learning lots of things in Hosp :)

I internship at Gleneagle Hospital Singapore
Is a quite famous and expensive hosp in Singapore
I can see lots of branded cars
park in front of the main entrance
and Most of the patients will take cab to there
This show that they are so rich ,
haha :)

Gleneagle Hospital occupied with good facilities
and every specialist accumulate at there
So i believe that these 2 weeks will be very interesting
and hope to get know more friends and seniors :)


Lastly , Hope we wont fainted juz like Mr SxLx
I dun wan any replacement
I still wan shift my house and continue my vacation in Penang
with my bestie and crazy with them...xDD





Even though it is impossible
But i still hope when i super tired
U can stand outside my ward and telling me
" CA will pass soon and hang on there
U will be okay "
hehe, think too much :)



Gonna off to bed now
Tata..

Misunderstand

Misunderstand is easy to occur in a family
between a couple
and between friends and friends

But why , We are trying our best to help u
In the end , U just create a trap for us to go in
End up we have to go out by ourselves
U think that it is funny ?
Or U are purposely to spoiled our relationship ?

U Know that , U create a difficult situation for us
But U din even noticed about it

Dun throw a bomb for me
I just hate it !

And Dun always think that I am kind
I wont be that kind since now












Lastly , Hope CA can pass smoothly :)

Complicated

Why I feel my life suddenly become
so complicated like Formula of Mathematics
I hate this type of feeling !
I just hope leading the simple life
and focus on my studies !

I am just too kind in everything
that appear around me ?
Anyway , I just try my best in everything...
If u know me well
Then u know , that is my characteristic ...

Mr A and Mr B is the male lead
Mr A is emo type person
Mr B is straightforward person
Mr C , i think consider as the middle person ba
Miss M and Miss N also the middle person

Mr A got lots of unsatisfied towards Mr B
Ms M and N just say
" If u have any unsatisfied , den u can tell "
Miss M and N really din force Mr A to talk anything
Miss M and N just hope Mr A
can feel more comfortable when say out his problems

After Mr A talk out his problems
Miss M and N feel really uncomfortable
and try the best , take the risk to help Mr A
so just skype with Mr B and msn Mr C

Mr B very agitate about this
I cant imagine what will happened
if Mr A and B sit down together and talk
Mr A's tone totally different when he talk to Mr B
just compare with the tone
that he talk to Miss M and N
They say the problems is solved
But i dun think the problems is really solved...

Mr C maybe wan sleep already
so his tone also a bit harsh
Until Miss M and N wan cry already..
Mr C , i know...
U always said that
" Nothing to do with u ,
Dun make the things worse
and please dun waste the energy and Time "
I can acceptable what u try to said
but please dun use that type of harsh tone
really hurt u know >.<
And Mr C , i know Mr A treat u very good
but we just give a suggestion
hope u can finish everything by yourself in the future
just let Mr A treat everybody as the same 1
and dun let anybody feel that Mr A is unfair..

Miss N and Mr B
dun let friendship affected both of u's relationship
It's not worth at all !
Miss N sure will stand your side forever
and I will always become your listener too :)
I believe U just straightforward in everything
And i believe both of u
can solve the obstacle together with each other...

Mr A and Mr C
i treat both of u as my best friends
Mr A
U should change ur mind and attitude too
Everything make it so sad and suffering
Life wont be better for u
Dun always said that U can solo
Yes , u can...
But why dun wan accept ppl around u
Join the ppl around u
Try to communicate well and understand
people around you
You will feel that
Your life is full of happiness :)
I hope u can understand about it...

Mr C
i just can say ,
U are a good person
If same thing happen to you
I also will stand your side
I know you are quite rational
I din blame u when u are try to talk 2 me
I can understand ur good intention
And i acceptable that everything u told me :)
Sorry for any inconvenience that cause for u ...



Lastly , hope everything can be safe at new house
and hope conflict can solve...




In the end , Miss M and N is GG
Miss M and N insomnia




and I know
Dun try to be kind person in the future
and Dun try to solve anything that
unrelated to u ...

Thank You Mr C
now i realize this logic and Theory...




Peace ..Peace..Peace..

真正的友情

真正的友情是什么？
真正的友谊不是当你需要他们时，
他们会出现在你的身边吗？
真正的友谊是不管你怎样约他们
他们都会爽快答应的吗？

每次都当她们的中间人
每次都在为她们互相联络
好心打电话给她们
她们还给我冷板凳
有谁受得了嘛？

我讨厌这样虚伪的友情
我讨厌这样没有价值的友情
我讨厌这样只在等别人付出的友情
付出没关系，可是为什么要带给别人无情？
把你的冷漠带给别人？
这样真的好吗？


有时，我真的累了
我累了每次都当别人的好人
我累了每次尽量让自己迁就别人
我累了每次维持着良好关系
很多时候，我真的累了！

经历

每个人到了不同的年龄层
都有不同的经历吧..

我也不赖
我经历了什么？
学业上的奋斗？感情上的创伤？
经历得越多，你越会学习坚强吧...

你说对了，我会放不下过去
可是我真的真的很努力了
我也尽力了..
今天不小心看到了我们以前的照片
我的心隐隐抽痛了一下
为什么会这样？
我也不知道...
我对你，完全没有感觉了
我是多么的讨厌你的伤害
曾经，我是多么的依赖着你
凡是只要想着你在身边
一切都会没事的
现在的我不会了
我学会了坚强面对眼前的一切

我对你不再依赖
我对你不再怀念
我对你不再留恋
我对你不再难过
我对你不再流泪

我真的完完全全放下你了
你留给我的，也许只剩下一些美好的回忆吧
其他的，不会再残留在我的脑海里了

我的心房从此不会再有你的位子
我希望有一天，一个读懂我的了
了解我的人，住进来
我的心不会随便再为任何人而打开
我的心只会为那个能以结婚为前提
跟我有着一样梦想，一样兴趣的人打开
一天找不到，我想我真的很不愿意打开...

我知道你读懂了我
可是不要拆穿我好吗
我知道你很聪明，你太了解我了
可是我自认我伪装到很好了
我不想再任何人面前露出任何的破绽
请你别拆穿我
就让我当朋友们的向日葵吧
因为我只想把快乐带给身旁的人儿
我希望我在大家的印象里都是美好的 :)





翔，感谢你在我13岁那年出现在我的生活里
让我的中学生涯不寂寞
你是我曾经的梦想
虽然我已经忘了，我们因为什么原因而分手
可是我感谢主，现在我们是很好的朋友
你变了好多好多
变得太成熟了
是我不成熟吗？
这样的你，才是真正的你
我真的很不希望看到以前那个吊儿郎当的你
我真的希望你能永远这样下去
我很感谢你曾经给我的回忆 :)
我祝福你，学业上一切顺利
更祝福你，感情上永远甜蜜下去
希望你们能携手到老
开心地过你们的日子...









夜深了
我越来越害怕孤单的滋味...

USS Post with friends

Went Universal Studio Singapore
wif my friends last Friday n Saturday
In the beginning , We plan to stay Hotel Micheal
But we cant managed to get it
Coz it is fulled booking
So our last choice is stay Harbour ville Hotel
Is Near Vivo City , $165 per night
U can take bus 61/143 directly to there
Included 2 breakfasts :)

It's a sunny day , all of us almost get sunburn
It's damn hot and crowded !
We reach there around 10.30am
We start our journey at USS around 11am
It's so excited wanna play the roller Coaster
Although I am damn scared and worrried
But i still wan to try it
Otherwise i will be very sorrow or regret...

The 1st game that we play is HUMAN
is still okay , not very exciting
I sit between 2 guys , Jer Min n Bryan
So feel more relief and relax
BUT 2nd time , 4 girls of us sit together
Damn scary that time !
We keep screaming and laughing that time
I really cant imagine how i play that game !
Guys , must try it if u all go USS
It's scary but FUN !

after that , we also play accelerator and others game
Maybe it's school holiday
So we have to wait around 140 mins at Jurassic Park
in order to play the Boat Loading game
Luckily i only get wet my left side
While My friend Whole body is get wet !

I also recommended Shrek 4D and Madagascar for u all
So funny n interesting
Very worth to watch it
U must watch it when u go there , kay ?

Here only USS part
View my next blog for Sentosa Siloso Beach
And imbiah lookout photos
And will recommended more interesting things for u all

Hehe :)
Stay tuned...

Smile Smile

其实我不知道为什么我要update 我的blog
也许是因为又失眠了吧
我可以不要失眠吗，
周公，请问你可以爱我多一点点吗？
我是那么那么地爱你呢...

脸上的pimples 真的好多好多
20年来，我的脸最严重的一次
好像要烂了的感觉，
感觉上那张脸已经不再属于自己的
感觉那张脸经过多少岁月的摧残
我要怎么面对人嘛>.<

我突然想家了
突然想念自己房间的那种宁静
突然很想念自己一个人在房间的感觉
突然很想念躺在那张大床上，数着绵羊的感觉
我是怎么了 ，我疯了吗...
我不应该是这样的感慨
这不是我的作风..

可是又有多少时候，
才能完完全全拆下脸上所佩带的面具
让那个原原本本的自己展现出来
我想，只有我自己一个人房间的时候吧...
我要哭就哭，我要笑就笑
我要唱歌就唱歌，我要emo就可以emo
我也会emo嘛，虽然很少啦...

我坚持着面对任何问题
面对眼前所有的困难时
皱一皱你的眉头，笑一笑，
所有的问题都会解决

保持着微笑，是为了拒绝悲哀找上我
谢谢很多网友的关心
其实我没事啦，我很好...:)




因为你的朋友的一段话
是多么的把我伤到彻底
我对你狠心？我有吗？
你花在我身上的时间，金钱？
你又要跟我算回吗？

我说过我不恨你，因为我们曾经爱过
可是为什么你要那样的伤害我？
为什么扭曲所有的事实？
为什么把所有的错怪在我一个人身上？
为什么把所有不好的罪名让我一个人扛？
为什么把我说到那么的可悲？


我不曾这样对待过你，而你为什么这样对待我！
你知道这样，反而让我更对你改观吗？



我一直以为自己是多么的坚强
原来我也一样害怕着孤单
可是我不希望我的孤单，让别人打扰
可是为什么你要打扰我的孤单！
我不是难过，我是生气
我真的生气了
你好过分，你真的好过分
过分到我快要不认识你了
你知道吗！




妈妈，谢谢您
我会笑
我知道微笑着面对一切，能让我好过一些
我知道最脆弱的心灵
也会有被发现的一天
可是我真的不希望是现在...
请别寻求我心灵最深处的创伤
因为我不想面对任何不必要的伤害...

就让悲伤留在这一夜
明天醒来后，我仍然希望自己像朵向日葵
为身边的朋友带来欢笑
为身边的朋友带来欢乐...


伤心的昨天
我永远都不想去触碰...








- 失眠之夜 -

-21 .06.2011-