A new learning in life.

Yeahh, Christmas is around the corner !

I am just too happy with this occasion

as I can received presents from people around me ! xDD

Do you guys happy about it ?

Hmmm, Enjoy this romantic occasion with your loves one k ?

You'll definitely stay in happiness :)

Believe me.

Dear Lord of father,

Thank you for stay with us all the time.

I am going to prepare some presents 

for those loves one.

Thank you for always stay beside me

no matter what happened :)

Thank you for always lending me a shoulder

in any kind of situation :)

Thank you for always scold me back

when I am stay in the sorrow for too long :)

Thank you, buddies !!

These 3 weeks attach to ward 3B.

It's a gynaecology ward.

So, all of the patients is female.

In the beginning, I though it's just like normal cases

like mastectomy, breast cancer or cystectomy.

But it's definitely not only like that !

Everyday have different cases to let me learn and learn.

Everyday have to face miscarriage, abortion or THBSO.

I am so sad when I have to insert medicine 

through private area and let the dead fetus come out !

The feeling is terrible and horrible !

I cant imagine the feeling of the parents,

I cant imagine how sad they're !

I cant imagine if I am the mother,

how could I react ?

I'll be very calm or aggitated?

I dun know, I really dun know.

Anyway, this is not the worst or terrible in the ward !

It's really horrible when I bring my patient 

and family to mortuary for prayer !

At first, I only though I bring my patient to lab service.

After that, staff from mortuary will come 

and pick my patient down to mortuary.

But end up, It's not at all !

I have to bring my patient to mortuary by my own.

I start to think how it's going to be,

I am really wondering along all the way

and of course inside the lift.

When we reach mortuary there,

I have to push my patient along the corridor.

The feeling of horibble would not disappear. 

I just ask myself to be strong and calm.

I just ask myself to hold on.

Once we went in to the mortuary,

my patient is crying non-stop.

And of course, she is aggitated.

I am standing beside there,

think what should I do for the next step.

Pastor was asked the father to open the baby.

That's a baby girl. She is being wrapped nicely.

Mother is crying more aggitated after saw the baby !

I feel I want cry at that moment,

but I can't cry as I know.

Hold on and hold on, I am still be calm.

Pastor was starting to pray.

Parents was crying along the whole process.

I din cry, I just very calm and view the whole progress.

I send my patient back to the ward after that.

My patient ask me whether I know the feeling or not,

when I was the one lost the child.

How you want me to answer ?

I dun know, I really dun know.

I cant understand, I admit.

But I am upset, really.

When I lying down on my bed at night,

I like cant stop my tears.

My tears drop non-stop at that night.

I cant sleep well, I cant eat well.

I am thinking of the matter the whole day.

I am thinking of the process.

I am so sorry to see this kind of happened.

I can't take it anymore, 

I spill it out to my clinical instructor the next day,

she is so surprise about it 

and of course, she counsell me for a long time.

Thank you for my clinical instructor, Miss Anna.

Thank you for my mum and my sis.

Thank you for my buddies, my friends !

Thank you for encourage me along all the way.

Thank you for console me and 

ask me to cry it out loudly.

I really dun know who I can talk to about this.

I only hope I get some response.

 This is the 1st time I feel so scared in my life.

This is the worst nightmare I had in my life.

How I hope I stay beside my family at that time.

How I hope I have a shoulder at that moment.

But it's all passed !

Now I am better after 2 days.

At least, I can sleep well and eat well :)

I really gain a new experince through this ! xDD

Through this,

I found that mother is the most noble person in this world !

So, please dun make our mum

worried about us again :)

Please respect our mum and make her smile always.

Show your filial to your mum.

Sorry mummy, I am not a good girl in this 21st year !

But, I promise I will become a girl after

I gain so much of experienced and

I going to be 21st after 10 more days !

Thank you for always understanding me 

and give born of me.

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Lastly, thank you my friends and partner !

We're always help each other in our work. 
Heart you all.

Love ya !

Last post in 2012 and before I turn 21st.

 

After 4 Months - Officially End Y2S2

 My Y2S2 officially End.

Hooray ! ^__^

其实，一个学期结束的日子

证明了毕业的钟声越来越靠近了

我不要毕业 T___T

我还没做好毕业的准备，真的.

久违了大家，4个月了

我知道这里生草了，

我真的没有时间嘛，

学期刚开始时其实是还好的，

我还有空闲的时间，

能做自己喜欢的事.

当学期将近一半时，忙得不可开交

连睡觉，娱乐的时间都减少了.

现在，就Refresh 这学期的一些活动吧.

 

  

庆祝护士节@Nurses Day.

其实也是两组同学的班聚

韩国烤肉，我们来了!

短短几个小时的聚会，

我们身上的散播着烤肉的味道，

哈哈哈!

上巴士时，别人都看着我们，

真是太棒了，哈哈哈 !

这样尴尬的事，相信还是有机会发生的:))

 

这张照片是护士节当天，我们都穿着College的衣服,

我们都有一个共同点，爱拍照!!

一张张的照片，为每个节日留下了不同的回忆.

 

日本学生交流计划!

感谢校方给我们的交流机会,

Hosting这一群来自日本的护士学生们,

新加坡与日本的护士课程，的确有差别,

可是不能改变的事实是，

护士是伟大的，是神圣的职业 !

我为自己是一名护士感到光荣，yeah yeah !xDD

谢谢你们，亲爱的日本团

让我们结交了日本的朋友 :)

希望我们还能有见面的机会.

 

My group members.

亲爱的组员 :)

这个学期，大家好像突然间长大了，成熟了很多

大家的做事手法都变得不一样了，

大家都变得比以前更有效率了，

大家都更清楚合作是什么了:)

感谢他们，没有他们，

很多Assignments靠自己的双手真的做不完，

感谢他们，没有他们，

相信需要更长的时间才能适应在新组的环境.

衷心的感谢，我爱他们.xDD

 

Marche Restaurant@313 Somerset.

我没有时间一一介绍自己去尝过的美食，

因为时间上不允许，

我也还有很多温习不完的笔记，

所以简单介绍一下吧.

这是一间瑞士餐厅，有着和温馨的装潢，

不一样的环境，借钱合理，

选择午餐配套才值 $9.50

Including 7% GST.

超值的，食物美味，

调味料任你选，

所以有机会去试试看吧 :)

 Monsta Cafe是一间主题餐厅，

位于 JB Nusa Bestari,

里面装横依然别具一色，

有可爱的儿童乐园，

更有着让年轻人们畅谈的露天位置，

食物摆设还不错，

有不一样的拉茶图样供顾客们选择，

看着美美的一杯拉茶，你会有不舍得喝下去的冲动 :)

食物价钱合理，又不会太远，

适合朋友的聚会，家庭喝喝茶的好地方.

谢啦,我的38姐妹淘, Sabrina Tan的介绍，

你让我认识了一个新地方，

感谢咯，哈哈哈.

 这个学期，我学会了冷静面对眼前所发生的问题，

无时无刻告诉自己，再难，也会过去的.

谢谢一直在身边安慰我的家人，朋友，

尤其是学期接近尾声的那段日子，

那段不能控制自己情绪的日子，

心情非常低落的日子，

没有你们好声的安慰，一直教会我人应该面对的事实，

我相信现在的我，很多事还是想不通 :)

所以我要告诉那个一直安慰我，鼓励过我的你，

我不能体会你的苦，我当然知道，

我不能体会你的处境，因为我不是做生意的料，

我更不知道要怎样去安慰你，

因为在我眼前的你一直是那么地坚强，

安慰的话真的说不出口，

我相信你会渡过所有的难关，

我更相信你会得到你要的一切，

因为再难，有毅力还是一样能成功的，

加油，我支持你 ! xDD

现在是 Study Week,

我呆在家做妈妈的女儿，做宅女，哈哈哈.

虽然有玩乐的时间，可是也不能忘记温习哟，

所以，加油咯，我亲爱的同学们，

我们大考再见，

让我们全力以赴，尽力吧 !:)

最后，附上一张我们Cohort的全体照，

看着这张照片，感触很深，

希望接下来有更多的全体照，

让我们的大学时光在1年后能完美划上句点.

我用了1天才能update完这篇部落，

我要回到我的温书世界了，

我们实习期间再见咯.

-谢谢你们给我的意见-

-再见-

June 2012

Lala , June is coming.

So fast Right >.<

I am working for 5 weeks dy.

Finally left 2 weeks 

and holiday is around the corner ,

yeahhhhhh <3 <3

Start my June with my family <3

With lots of love and good foods of course.

Here , see the photo :)))

 La Gourmet Desserts

Jalan Kuning 2 , Taman Pleangi.

It's just behind Pelangi Shopping Mall.

Highly recommended to all my friends

who love desserts as me :)

Price is reasonable.

RM 25.90 for you to enjoy " ICE"!

Foods is quite nice ,

I love pineapple fried rice of course :)

It's my favourite !

More photos , view my fb ya.

 Enjoy my time with my beloved family.

 Sometime I also will emo :(

Emo for what ? For no reason.

Human beings wont be happy everyday

Neither do I.

But I insist of my own rules.

I dun want to " spread" my emo

to people around me.

I just want to bring happiness and joy

to my friends and family.

祝福你，生日快乐

我依然过得很好

很快乐 

 

Conclusion of May 2012 ♥

我回来了 !

我知道5月还没有结束

我先为自己做个总结

因为我太久没有 update 了

接下来10天应该没有什么特别的事会发生吧 xDD

5 月开始就是实习的日子

每天除了做工，还是做工 !

其实我真的很不喜欢

因为我讨厌早起的时候

我是多么的不愿意要起床呢 >.<

可是有什么办法叻，还是要做 :((((

好啦，除了实习之外

我们还是有娱乐的

当当，Old Airport Road Hawker Center 

我们来了！

那边美食真的很多，什么都有 !

至于怎么去呢，哈哈哈.

其实我忘记了。

Take Mrt to Paya Lebar , then change to circle line

Stop at Mounbatten station 

Walk about 10 mins.

you'll reach.

大概是这样，如果你要去，再问我好吗？

我再去确定以下，Paiseh 啦 >.<

废话不要多说，看看照片吧 !

  以上的照片都能在这个食阁找到哟

所以有时间就去走走，寻美食去吧 !

JB ,我们来了！

我的朋友从 SG来啦

其实我好像不是本地人，

因为我连当地有什么美食都不知道

谢谢 Jb 美食网，让我得到很多资料

南门韩国餐，我只能给 5/10

真的不是很好吃，还好罢了

我还是喜欢食客 :)))

接下来呢，U dessert 优甜品

有去过的朋友都知道

该甜品店因榴莲而出名 !

我的几位老板都说那边的榴莲甜品很不错

如果他们说不错，就真的不错了

因为他们的品味都蛮高的 >.<

U dessert 可以在Sutera Mall or Tmn Sentosa

附近找到哦，价格合理 !

去尝尝吧.

来吧，男孩子比较喜欢的活动-钓鱼 !

这应该是我第2次跟去

之前都很少跟，因为很闷，没人要跟我说话 >.<

可是我就是喜欢跟他们去

因为很好玩啊，很好笑

看到他们脸上认真的表情，

我觉得他们真的比我成熟很多.

看着弟弟脸上开心的表情

我知道原来我时常都忽略了他，

他是多么的寂寞啊 !

我这做人家姐姐的，

有时间只知道去旅行

我真的很少时间跟他们在一起，

所以接下来的1个月假期，

我要在家 !

Pulau Ubin，我们来了 !

12/05/2012 是我们 cohort 出游的日子 !

我真是超兴奋大家能一起出去玩的

人多就是热闹嘛 !

虽然当天真的很早起床，可是还是值得的 :))

Ubin 嘛，其实是不错的

只是骑脚踏车真的是很累啦 !

而且石头路很危险

我自己都很怕 ！

Fish Spa 我超喜欢啦

虽然我很怕很痒，可是感觉不错 !

下次我要把脚放进去久一点 >.<

晚上，我们庆祝 John's 21岁生日!

在一间韩国餐厅，Ssikkek Korean Restaurant

在 Novena Square 对面

很容易找到，$22 +++

食物一级棒啦 !

是我吃过很不错的韩国餐了.

John ， 21岁了.

你应该成熟了，不要随便就Emo 了！

请原谅我的直接 :)))

昨天，我们去Mersing YPJ 在当兵的弟弟

他真的黑了很多 !

他也成熟了很多，

写着写着，我的眼泪好像又要流了出来

因为我好像想他了 !

虽然我们时常吵架，可是我对他的爱

都不曾减少过!

弟弟，希望你照顾自己

我知道你行的 !

我真的很期待 02/06/ 2012 跟你见面

跟你们相聚的时候 !

我知道妈妈更期待，

我知道妈妈很寂寞，

我也好想家 !

心里深处，最爱的，原来还是家人.

那份爱，没有任何人能够代替

家人，永远的支持者。

我爱你们 ! <3

其实，我的5月真的很忙碌

没有1天是轻松的

没有1天是不疲惫的

疲惫总好过空闲，能胡思乱想.

我也会 Emo ， 只是不想表现在你们面前

我有时也很不爽，不喜欢某某人

可是我还是选择保持沉默

因为我知道，我不需要无聊跟你计较

你的个性本来就是那样，要赢不认输 !

没有人能改变你，更没有任何人想改变你.

总有一天，你会发现，你的性格会为你惹麻烦.

我也很想告诉你，

如果不是因为他，我真的不需要给你任何的面子

因为你的言语有时实在伤人 !

你的语气，你的幼稚，你的霸道，

我都看在眼里，我真的很忍你了

请你不要挑战我的耐性.

是因为我还是很在乎你，

所以我才一直保持沉默，

我还是很想跟你保持朋友的关系

可是我真的很想让你想想你那嚣张的态度 !

够了，我不想弄到自己这么的狼狈

因为一个人，气坏了自己,没有必要呢.

我要去睡觉咯，我们6月再见吧 !

更多的照片，请看我的 facebook.

更多的资料，请inbox 问我.

- 晚安 -

Tiring 26.04

Am I old ?

OMG = = Shopping for the whole day !

I feel that my leg is not mine anymore :(

I hate the feeling of shopping.

2 , 3 years ago, I super like shopping !

I like to shopping every weekend , every public holiday !

But now...

I prefer directly go to the shop that I want buy things 

and get the things I want , paid and go back.

I really dun know what happened to me :'(

Hahaha !

Nowadays , I prefer search a quite cafe ,

sit down there for a few hours and chat with friends

or with a magazine or book.

Shopping is so so so torturing ! :(

Hahaha.

Enough of the crap , let's talk something else !

Accidentally passed by Pagoda street today.

A lots of Caucassian , Ang Moh there.

I feel it's look like Jonker street , Malacca.

Simply snap a photo and put here.

Nothing special , a normal street.

Buy 2 set of presents to 2 of V.I.P in my life.

1st people - Miss xxx

I wont post your name here , it's privacy.

But What I want to say is :

Thank you for teaching and guiding me for so many years

Thank you for always encourage me when I am down

Thank you for always advise me in anything.

I am glad can meet you in my study life,

I appreciate what you do for me.

Sincerely , Thank you teacher.

I Love you.

2nd one - Mr xxx.

Oh yeahh , buddy !

you're the one that always accomopany me when I am moody

I feel comfortable when share everything with you

Even though we study at different area

but you're still always rememeber me ,

neither do I.

Buddy , let's get a gf soon k ?

Hahaha !

Happy Belated Birthday.

Forgive my lateness gift and wishes ya.

I know you won't mind about it geh.

Here , another cafe I went tonight.

Moonlight Cafe.

In order for my college friends going to come JB

so I do some survey 1st , I try 1st.

This cafe is not bad actually

but all the workers there are foreigner ,

they cant totally understand English 

and our requirements. 

Forget about their service , their cakes is nice ! :D

Save my breath , let's my picture talk.

But , the price is quite high too. 

If once in a blue moon ,of course it doesn't matter. 

Today I have a short chatting session with my mum

Share a part conversation here

and this conversation let me think a lots.

Mama

Me

妹妹要生日了，19岁了horr

是啊，时间过得真快

你呢，21了哦，今年没有人陪你过对吗？

 说什么话，没有他，我还有你们，还有很多朋友好不好

不要骗我，难道你的心都不曾痛过吗？

痛什么啊？我一点痛都没有.

原来，那你不找一个男朋友吗？

妈，我才21叻，你干嘛？

不是年龄的问题，我觉得你好像玩上瘾了

上瘾？我本来就好玩，你知道的.

是，我知道。可是你好像没有认真过

我很认真啊，只是你不知道

我知道，你就像男生一样，每天都跟男生在一起

可是却一个男朋友都没有。

我不急，而且跟男生在一起比较轻松

至少他们不耍脾气，他们很真，他们不计较

看来你真的喜欢这样的生活

是，没错。我不否认，我希望你知道。

告诉我，你喜欢什么？

我喜欢...相机，摄影，潜水，吃甜品

这些能陪伴你一生吗？

随便，反正我就是喜欢

那你晚上抱着你的相机睡觉知道吗

我okay 的。

Please Mum.

I know you're worried about me.

But I have my own perceptions.

I admit I am playful.

But who care ? I dun care.

I am still young :)

Of course I hope I can find a true love

But 真爱需要时间啦

我不要没有基础的爱情.

我不要随便就分手的爱情

我不想难过，我不想受伤，我不想流泪

不管平时是多么的坚强，可是站在感情面前

我承认我还是那么地懦弱 

原谅我的自私

我知道没有痛，那不叫感情！

可是我就是害怕，我就是不愿意去痛，

所以我宁愿过着像现在这样的生活

也不愿意去碰刚复原不久的伤口.

如果你懂我，你了解我

你会知道我要的是什么

我要的不是什么山盟海誓

我要的不是100万老公

我要的只是每天能给我30分钟

跟我聊天，分享一些东西的50分男友

没有100分的男朋友

所以我只要求对方50分，自己能50分

这样就完美了，不是吗？

Enough of the crap

I think I will emo if I am continuing 

And emo is totally not my style !

So I prefer I am the sunflower around my friends :)

I prefer bring laugh and jokes for my friends

insteand of let them feel that I am emo.

I am fine !

If you view my blog , I hope you understand what I am writing.

I do hope you know what I am thinking.

Off to bed , nitezzZZ

With love ,

Sinyee.  

The week after Exam.

Okie , I am here again.

Since I promise I will update my blog after exam.

But Blogspot is changed a lot and a lot.

I feel a bit lost when updating this post.

I dun know some of my friends cant read Chinese

So I try to type in English k ?

Will try my best :)

I know I look like a panda after exam.

Counted and counted ,

I burn the midnight oil for almost 1 month

Since I start my trip with my friends.

So , I have to edit my photo 

and let myself look " fresh " a bit..xDD

So please tolerate with my tired looking,

I am fine and still "Okay de".

Some of my friends in facebook , I dun know who are you.

I am very sorry about that.

They're asking about those foods that posted by me.

Okay , let me tell you how to search for good foods.

It's very easy , find 1 gang of nice friends,

that have same interest with you ,

I means searching for good foods.

Then you'll have lots of chance can taste for nice foods ! :D

This is the solution for me and I am very glad 

I have 1 gang of nice friends can go anywhere with me ! xDD

Love Love <3 

Here are 2 photos for you , from Fish Market.

Fish Market are available in Msia and Singapore.

Student Meal start at 2pm onwards till 6pm.

Prices are reasonable , within $10 including GST.

 Okie , I posted 2 more photos here.

Foods also from Clarke Quay , fine cuts.

Western food restaurant.

Start their business at 12pm.

Lunch Set Meal and Dinner Set Meal available.

you'll find out the share is quite small and not enough

if you're a big eater.

But usually it's enough for a girl.

So , let's my picture talks ,

I gonna save my breath for others things.

Enough of the foods.

Otherwise I will be very hungry if I am continuing.

Let's talk about something funny ! :D

We go for prawning fishing when Addy come Sg.

It's my 2nd time went there with them.

It's because we went there on weekday,

so very less people and very quite.

you know What I am doing ?

Many people ask Is It very boring right ?

Hmmm , it's not at all !

you know why ?

Because I go for catching longkang fish !

Oh yeahhh , is damn enjoyable and funny.

I know my skill is very " lame " lar , hahaha..xDD

Coz I only catch for 1 fish.

Wallace , Addy , Bryan and Vanessa help me to catch.

But I am still very enjoy about it

even though my whole body is almost wet and 

my CK watch is almost " spoilt " by me !

you will feel It's very impossible and childish 

for a 21st years old girl to do that.

But who care ? I dun care. and I know , They dun care too.

This is called " L.I.F.E ".

If you're interesting , go there too !

Opps , I forget to introduce prawning.

I know 3 of them is quite enjoy 

Even though I dun know prawning at all,

but at least I knwo it's require some skills ,

and I hope I can learn from them someday,

when they're become expert and able to teach me.

It's very interesting too to watch them prawning

when you see their face expresion.

Still the same quote from me,

认真的女人最美丽

but

认真地男人也不赖.

  Pay a visit there k and here is the Venue.

Bottle Tree Park , Khatib , Singapore.

Go and goggle about it if you want to go there.

$10/set for longkang fish catching.

and $14.50/ hour for prawning.

Here , show you a lovely photo of 5 of us ! 

 

I have introduce finish my L.I.F.E.

I know some people very funny ,

they're asking me

" Are you studying or working ,

But i feel you like go enjoy everyday "

Okay , fine. Here , let me answer you.

Please , Life should be balanced.

Beside study or working ,

give yourself sometime to enjoy or relax.

It's not a M.U.S.T to spend lots of money to relax.

Let me teach you ,

went to a quite and peaceful cafe ,

Enjoy a cup of caramel machiato or capucciono

It's also called R.E.L.A.X.

and went to some state or nearby countries to travel,

It's also called E.N.J.O.Y.

So please dun " cage" yourself up.

Go out and look for some entertainment.

you'll find that your life actually is awesome !

请在青春时让自己疯狂

别让青春留白哟 !

Lastly , what I want to say is.

Now I know what is called listened to all the things

and filter the impotant points by yourself.

Because I have listened to many things from people around me,

sometime I admit my mind is being affected by somebody.

But since you're my friend or

I choose to believe you.

I will persist my choice and perception.

No matter how much you want influence me

but too bad ,

I have my own opinion in everything.

So , save your breath some time k ?

your words only will "stay" in my heart temporary.

I admit I obtain short term memories.

Enough for this post ,

it's spend me alomost 1 hour

and I still let myself to adapt to this new format

Hope I can learn as fast as possible.

Charged myself for few days before start my attachment.

It's time to date with my bf - Mr Zhou Gong.

NitezzZZ everyone.

p/s: View more photos on my fb albums ya.

With love ,

Sinyee.