Thursday, April 12, 2012

Why We need E.X.A.M ?


又是考试期间,又到了温习的时候 !
为什么要考试叻?
害我每天开夜车
每天在家当宅女,家门都没有踏出一步 :(
除了读书,玩电脑,练习,还是读书
这种生活是多么的无聊,无聊 !
我希望考试快点过啦
我要好好地睡上一觉
吃一顿韩国餐奖励自己.
想到就不错兴奋一下的,hehe :)
我知道我很傻 :P

开 facebook 还要 offline
因为online 我就不专心
所以我只可以offline
而且不想看到不想看的人 >.<
所以还是offline 好一点,我可以专心一点.


Thank you Mummy !
你知道我很压力,你知道我会肚子饿
晚上还会买 MCD NUGGETS 给我当夜宵
还让我休息一下再继续读下去
在家真好,超级温暖 >.<
虽然我总是待在书房,房间,忽视家人的存在
可是我知道他们在做什么
我只是没有多余的时间参与他们
我知道爸爸要跟我说活,我也很想
可是我温习到一半不喜欢停下来
我的风格,Sorry 爸爸.
考完试后补回给你 !
一定一定 :)

Thank you My sis !
她买给我的蛋糕
而且是我喜欢的草莓蛋糕!
不是我要打广告
这间店的蛋糕真的很不错
一定要买,一定要试啦,哈哈 :)
Verbena Bakery , IOI.
价钱合理 ! :)
甜的食物真的能够让人开心一些
吃了后,我的心情好多了
现在给我一排 KitKat 也不错,
我会爱死那个人了,哈哈哈
我开玩笑的.





我的blog 在这个时候就变成了我的心情日记
因为每个半夜,我都想想今天做了什么.
明天回新加坡后就会荒废了
因为我不喜欢在别人的面前,
在很多人的地方写 blog,
我不习惯,也不是我的风格.




4.00am 了,我要跟我的男朋友约会去了!
周公,我来了,我爱你 !!
希望今晚我能梦见考试题目?
我能梦见白马王子?
我能梦见威尼斯?
傻了我!

我去睡觉了,
B-Y-E !

温习的朋友,同学,housemates , classmates
加油加油 !
Let's fighting together yeahhhh !

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Due Date : 1 year


1 年了,时间过得多快
我告诉妈妈,1年了,我们分手1年了
我笑着对妈妈说,我好像长大了
我还记得,1年前,我对你说 :
[既然不相信我,放手还我自由吧,我们不适合]
你说 :
[把自由还给你,我看你能怎样独立的生活]

我还记得那一天跟你说完这段话
收拾了东西就回新加坡
头也没有回.

我要告诉你 :
1年后的我,没有你更独立
1年后的我,没有你更快乐
1年后的我,没有你更自由
1年后的我,没有你更逍遥
1年后的我,没有你更快活

我更要告诉你 :
没有你,我活得比以前更开心
现在的我,才是我自己.

你给我的,我不曾忘记.

当我今天再翻开旧照片,
看着你送我的东西时,
突然间,我觉得很可笑
我们在一起那么久,我们认识5年
你既然可以不相信我,
你甚至能够怀疑我.
我要怎样接受一个怀疑自己的男朋友?
我做不到.
我从来没有想过,我的爱玩,
既然造成你的怀疑.

收起所有东西,收起所有回忆
我告诉自己
这个人,我应该感谢他
因为他曾经也让我觉得很幸福.
可是我也告诉自己
希望自己的生命里不要再有他的出现.

我永远记得身旁的1位朋友问我的一句话
你说 :
[为什么你不流泪,难道你不难过吗]
我说:
[难过,我难过,可是哭干嘛?因为不值得]

我的哭点就是这么低
因为不值得的东西,
不值得在乎的人,
并不值得我的眼泪.
眼泪应该流给在乎我的人.

我给自己1年的时间长大,
我答应自己一定要单身, 学习独立1年
我做到了.
妈妈也觉得我长大了,hehe :)




1年,我终于知道,原来我要的幸福很简单
不需要什么门当户对
因为现在已经是21世纪了啦 !
只要对方肯努力,我就满足啦 ~
我要的只是一个能够
跟我一起旅行
跟我一起讲话
跟我一起逛街
跟我一起快乐
跟我一起难过
跟我一起大笑
会跟我说 " 晚安 "
的知己/男朋友?
哈哈,随便啦,我Okay 的.

我身旁的姐妹,好朋友,兄弟
请你们不要随便帮我相亲哟 !
因为我不急 !
你们可别乱来.





够了够了,EMO 够了
我要滚回我的书世界去了
因为考试就在下个星期啦!

加油加油~
上帝啊,请赐予我多一点力量吧
我会努力的 :( :(


Tata....T_____T

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

半岛西海岸,寻食游_____终 ♥


当当,我回来了~ !
一个星期叻,我终于回来了!
But 因为我要考试,所以简单跟你们说说啦, okie ?
先来一张合照,我的 style :)
哈哈哈。
废话少说,从第一天开始说起.

1st Day - Depart from Changi Airport
讨人厌的 Tiger Airways 竟然delay 45mins
End up , 12pm we just arrived LCCT , KL.
Wait for John at Marrybrown.
1st station - Heading to John's house to put our luggage.
After that , 板面板面。
We do it by ourselves !
Oh yeahhh , my 1st time of doing that.
Not bad Not bad :)
Give a big applause to 4 of us ! :D

Evening time , we're heading to Sungei Wang.
We having our dinner at T-bown restaurant.
Is a toilet Concept restaurant.
Cheese Baked Rice is nice , view photos in my fb k ?
highly recommended !!
M-U-S-T GO !
After that , we're heading to pavilion for movie time.
Soul of the bread - 爱情 xxx
I forget the name jor , sorry >.<
So-so only , i almost fall asleep inside the theatre.
1st day E-N-D.

Okay Okay , dun forget , our 2 noble drivers along the trip.
Wong Bryan and John.
辛苦了,两位 ! :D
Handsome right ?
认真的女人最漂亮,认真的男人也不错啦,
真的真的 :)
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.
I am so 38 and I know it.

Okay , let's proceed to 2nd day
we continue our journey to Malacca!
yeahhh , here we come !
"Solved " our lunch at Jonker street
Walk along the jonker street and check in hotel.
Settle our dinner at Portugese Settlement.
After that , we take a small cruise and take a stroll.
RM 10 for amlost 30 mins , worth it lar.
Satay Celup as our supper before
dating with Mr " Zhou Gong "
2nd day E-N-D.

3rd Day , back to Kl from Malacca.
5pm , we're heading to Genting Highland.
Erhmm Erhmmm ,
My very 1st time taking the Genting Cable Car
Not scary as I think , luckily >.<
Reach Genting almost 6pm ++
We settle our 1st round dinner at 好味 , 1st world hotel.
2nd round dinner at Pizza Factory , Highland Hotel.
Starbucks Coffee as my supper , hehe :)
3rd day E-N-D.

4th Day is a rest day.
Back From Genting , we proceed to 1 Utama.
Solved our dinner at there , Teppanyaki.
After that , we proceed to Damansara for supper.
Reach home quite earlier,
for preparation for next morning.
4th Day E-N-D.

5th day , we're going to proceed to Tambun , Ipoh.
Wake up at 5.45am ,
I am super not willing to wake up.
Reach Tambun around 9am , still early >.<
Having breakfast at Tambun MCD.
I dun know what i am going to introduce to you all.
Lost World Hotel , SO-SO.
Not perfect as we think.
So i am not highly recommended about it.
Lost world theme park , again SO-SO
RM 45 per entry.
you can consider Sunway Lagoon or Melaka wonderland better.
But since we all din went there before
so just TRY !
But what i cant denied is , Views at there is damn nice !
Bring your DSLR there,
you will love it for sure ! :)
So i hope i can been there again with my DSLR ! :)

Flexible Trip is suddenly come out with
different ideas , hahaha :)
We have decided heading to Penang after our lunch.
Take almost 2hours ++ to reach Penang ,
My Penang , My Pride ? !
Hahaha.
Off to Gurney Drive , call for different types of foods.
Again , Nice !
Buffet and foods from big restaurant sometime
really cant compare with 道地美食/小吃.
Before heading back to Ipoh ,
We shopping at Gurney Plaza.
5th Day E-N-D.

6th Day , we're heading to Ipoh Town for good foods also !
Search from internet , 天津 is famous of hor-fun.
Hmmm , not bad not bad :)
But unfortunately , egg custard is sold out !
200 eggs per day , where got enough yoo ?
Nvm , I must go and try again next time.
Wait me Wait me.
Bean sprout chicken , Popian , Egg Custard ,
Salted Chicken , White Coffee ..
We've try all !
Ipoh indeed a good place with good foods !
I will come again soon.
安记芽菜鸡, see you next time ! :D
Heading back to KL after trying all those foods.
Movie time- Street Dance 2
at Tropicana Mall. (Am i right ? )


Having our supper at Station 1 Cafe.
Suddenly pop out a idea , we're heading to Port Dickson !
I feel so funny when I am recall-ing now.
We're so excited yet our MR. jOHN so " wu nai "
But end up , we're still able to make it to Port Dickson.
Reach Port Dickson around 3am.
No hotel at Port Dickson , so we rent a hotel atSeremban.
I think this is the 2nd time I been to Seremban.
Last day , we having our lunch at Tarot Cafe
before heading back to home.
Highly recommended too , foods is not bad.

Reach home around 7pm
I am like a "dead fish" when i reach home.
I am so tired but I still insist to arrange all those photos
before proceed to my bed.
End up , I am sick now.
I dun care , It's still worth for me to play 1st , Sick later.
Hehehe :)






When you're super tired ,
you will be very frustrating when someone keep
"complain" everything beside you.
Even though is on phone.

我很没有耐心我知道
1小时++的电话时间,
我很愿意当你的聆听者
可是请你不要批评或说他坏话好吗?
因为我知道自己做的是什么
我有自己的想法
我相信他,我相信我认识的那个他
我相信那个值得我去信赖的他
请不要用你的想法,你的语言
你的看法,你的动作
来影响我。
现在的我,有自己的想法
我相信我自己的眼光
我相信身旁的他
我更相信他没有你口中那么的差.

It's rainning now , I have to back to my study world.
I am very sorry just because of my simple blogging
My final exam is next week,
I have to study :)
So , add on next time when i am finish my exam ya.

B-Y-E

Saturday, March 24, 2012

yeahhh ! Rewind of year 2 sem 1.






Finally , year 2 sem 1 is finished !
Can I mix this Post with English and Chinese ?
I know you all dun mind right ?
Hehe =)
Yesterday ended y2s1 with last phase test
Terrible , Horrible and Vegetable !
I am keep trembling my hand non-stop
I am so so so nervous !
But anyway , I am PASSED ! :D

Finalized for this semester ,
Actually the life is still the same
Assignments , tests and Phase test
When the time is longer ,
I try to accept that everything occur in my life
I try to accept other's people attitude
When I am unable to complete the works,
How i can expect my group members complete for me?
How can i expect can do better than me ?
I am really accept this truth and fact now
and I know..
We must learn from each others.
It's because everyone have their own characteristics !
No matter how young of she/he is,
He/She will mature than me sometime.
Now i am realize about it.
Anyway , I feel that my group is getting closer and closer
Our relationship can describe as Diana mentioned to me,
like a " FAMILY ".
yeah , indeed. Like a " FAMILY "
I Love my Group
I pray that my group members all can get flying color
in final exam that around the corner.
PWC GROUP 2 1101 , ALL THE BEST ! :D

8 weeks for sem 2 , I have already went for so many places,
just for EATING !zzZZ
I went for 1 steamboat , 2 buffets
and many western foods and some japanese foods.
How you want me to keep fit ?
Haha :)
Those foods indeed SEDUCING me all the time !
* slurp slurp *

Ermmm , I am almost forget what i am do in this sem.
We are planning for Bryan's Birthday almost 1 month
Actually , It'll be very funny if you're involve in
this kind of " matter "
coz friends around you always come out of lotsa of IDEAS !
Hahahaha :)
Anyway , It's succeed !
Even though sometimes we do burn the midnight oil
Last night I just discover i haven finalize
and complete the video ,
COmplete it until 1am ++ , assignments stop
very funny , but still finish it :)
成就感,不错不错 ! :D :D :D
Anyway, Happy Birthday Wong Bryan and Yao Yao !<3

Happy Birthday to my dearest Mum too !
Thank you for take care 4 of us all the time
You've never failed to show your love to us
We use our heart to feel it ,
Sincerely thank you from our mouth
and also ,
We LOVE you , MUM !

Lastly , 戏剧化的事情终于在眼前发生了。
我每次告诉自己尝试去相信别人
我如果已经真心把你当成朋友了,那你呢?
我很努力告诉自己,你不是我想象中的那样
可是我有时真的做不到,我真的做不到 !
先生,你到底是个怎样的男人,怎样的人格,
原来我真的不了解 >.<
我真的太天真了,天真到只看到你的表面
天真到我真心把你当成朋友,
而你心里想的是什么,我真的不知道.
很多事情不是我想的那么简单
I live under my parent's , my friends's protection all the way
他们时常帮我阻挡了眼前的困难
他们永远只让我看到简单的一面
当我自己去了解一些事情时,
我才知道,原来 I am totally out of solutions !
人性的复杂 ,人性险恶的一面
我现在终于看清楚了
我终于了解,怎样的人才是真正的朋友.
我应该再努力学习一点才是
我要加油 !!!


Enough of all of my things and "report " here,
Going to update again after my trip ! Hehe :)
Going to have 1 weeks trip with my college friends
start from 02 April.
I am super looking forward about it,
ESP Tambun Ipoh !!!
We are coming soon :D :D :D


Tomorrow is Sunday,
I want 睡到自然醒 !!!

Bye , Off to bed now =D

- God bless you all as always -

With Love <3

Saturday, March 10, 2012

March Post



Okay , i know i am very lazy
But indeed I am very busy ?
I am busy , really.

Why so many people dun believe ?

Haizzz...

1 month can update once already consider not bad

Since i have so many assignments going to rush.
Sometime , i do feel frustrating about
those
assignments and test >.<
But I only can tell myself " you can do it "

Am i really can do it ?
I really dun know.
Assignmentsand group members do challenge
my patience in many time.

But what to do ?

" TOLERATE " Hmm, the only way..xDDD
看开一点啦,我知道的..xDD

Sincerely apologize to some friends

but I am fine , k ?

Dun worries , my life is still the same wat =.=
Recently like nothing special , nothing events
can make the life colorful a bit.

I think my group 2 steamboat outing is interesting !

Hmmm , indeed is a happy and relax night

with my classmate :)

Even though we come from different countries

maintain different culture

but we still able to communicate ^__^

Happy-ing.

Nice memories in my collge life

Thanks God,

you're granting me 1 brunch of sweet friends.

Learned something new ?

hmmm, indeed.

I do learn something new from people around me

Even though is younger or elder than me

But it does inspire or motivate my life :)

Thanks , make my mentality and mind feel better now ^__^


Stop here, I am back to my assignments life.

Update on April again , hehe !


Opps , I forget to introduce baristas Cafe
Nice coffe shop i have been before :)
Love coffee at there.
Delight my Saturday yeah ! :D

Friends , enjoy your life
Bye ! =D

With Love <3

Friday, February 24, 2012

Headache Year 2 Sem 1


I really dun know why I am still stuck at here
at this hour , is already 3.30am.
My mind is totally blank and dun know what to do.

Yesterday just finish 1 phase test
quite satisfied with myself performance
As long as pass , will do :)

But PCM and Med-surg is coming soon
and around the corner !
PS and med-surg assignments's due date
also around the corner !

This is the 1st time I feel breathless
since i study at Parkway College.
STRESS STRESS STRESS !

I really not dare to call mummy
I really dun wish to answer every of her questions
Ma , dun ask me how tired I am.
I am tired, super tired !
And I wish I am home , I miss home !!!
I am very guilty to my sis
since I promise her I will be back on this week
But at the end ,
I going to put her " aeroplane " !
Sorry , meet you next time ! ^___^

I really dun wish to mention how stress I am
How " pekcek " I am to my friends around me
Because they are also the same.
I only can throw my tantrum here
rather than throw on others people.
I just believe that I still can make it
and able to complete it.

Please ,
Dun tell me how tired you are, Neither do I.
Dun tell me how many works you have, Neither do I.
Dun tell me how stress you are, Neither do I.

When you mentioned something to people,
please think about others people too.
You just need to complete a small portion maybe,
but people have to compile all the things and info !
I am really frustrating of it
and
How i wish I am with my bed now !


God , tell me how to do ?
What should I do ?
I am really exhausted in everything.
Can you hear my prayer everynight ?
I hope so.


Hmmmm , even you're reading what i am writing
Please dun mentioned to me
what i am writing here.
This is my space ,
I just wish to have some space
for me to relieve my stress,
since I can't share my stress with people around me.

Sorry to some people ,
since I know I am really lazy update my stupid blog,
hehe :)

3.45am, is time for me to off to bed
Good Night !

I feel better now :D

Sunday, December 18, 2011

雨夜


连续下了两天的雨了
雨...不停
就像我心中的想法一样
不曾停留过

我在想什么?
我自己都不知道
是...我长大了
我不能再任性了
可是不是在自己信任的人面前
我能任性以下吗?

感情?是什么?
我都快要不知道了
如果你的未来没有我
请别伤害我.

流下来的眼泪不痛
划过脸颊,跌进手掌的泪才痛
我...不容许自己有机会再去痛
难以呼吸的感觉
我不喜欢.

没有一个女人
能够独立到,不需要对方的关心
你的关心很吝啬
我要的那么简单,原来你给不起

没有一个女人
能够容忍自己的另一半答应了,却做不到
我的一句“算了,不用了”
是我不想跟你吵,因为你要我学着长大.

没有一个女人
能够接受自己一直的付出
主动久了会累,爱久了,心更累.
也许你不知道
可是我对你,真的失望了.

如果你的未来没有我,放手让我走
如果你没有信心来疼爱我,放手让我走
如果你觉得关心我是那么的困难,放手让我走

我,觉得你好自私,真的好自私
自私到,我都快要不认识你了
你不能为了我牺牲那么一点点
跟你在一起有什么意思?

知道现在
你的嘴里还是你的东西,你的家人
我要你知道
我不是你寂寞时的玩偶
你不配!

上帝,如果您还怜惜我
请告诉我,我应该怎么样 ?