Recharged at home

Yooo , This is the 4th weeks I din rest well
It's so tiring
Mental and physical totally exhausted :(

Anyway , Now I am recharged at home
HOME SWEET HOME !
Love to chat with mum and siblings
They always delighting my days with lots of jokes
And I enjoy the peace atmosphere <3

Singapore Home
I Love too
Just sometime some unexpected problems have appear
Cant solve those questions
with proper ways !
I hate that type of feeling :(

Anyway , Thank you for someone
I know U are always beside me all the time
U always taking good care of me
Even though U are not the best
But U already try ur best
U are my important part
As a good friend for me :)
Treasure the friendship between U and me
Yea ^^!!



Tatata , Off to bed now

Good Night World...

Restless 3 weeks

Dear All , I have gone through my restless 3 weeks

It is so busy for me and Vanessa

1st Clinical Attachment in my nursing life

start at 18 July till 29 July

These 2 weeks Learn a lots of things

from my seniors, EN and staff nurses

They really teach me a lot and a lots

I do appreciate them so much

and a big applause to them

They are good person in this wonderful world <3

Welcome My mum and sis come Sg at 30 July

They come help me do the packing

At last My dad fetch us to Sentosa at Night time

End up i done my packing at 1am ++

Shift house to Tiong Bahru at 1 August 2011

Is a super busy day for us

coz only 4 of us plus Mummy and sister

But my friends is cooperative enough

We managed to done our shifting at 9.30am

It's so many things have to move

and So many heavy things have to

move from 14th floor to 16th floor

So tiring and torturing :(

But Thx to 2 guys

Mr Bryan and Mr John

Both of u are awesome

Clap for u all !

Fly to Penang at 2 August 2011

Back Singapore at 5 August

4 days tiring day too

Everyday sleep at midnight

and have to wake up at 7am

Even though I am very very tired

But I still enjoy my times with my friends..xDDD

They are so lovely are nice

We all are tired

But we try our best to control our emotion

Din lose our temper at all

Thx to my housemates

I <3 U all...

Restless 3 weeks is pass

School reopen today

I have to focus on my study since now

I have to concentrate

I will try my best in new sem :)

Good Luck all , My dearest coursemates

And I like the feeling to be home :)

Clinical Attachment

Short Internship
We call Clinical Attachment
is starting today
Till 29 July 2011
Is only 10 days for this semester
While it is quite busy
and will be learning lots of things in Hosp :)

I internship at Gleneagle Hospital Singapore
Is a quite famous and expensive hosp in Singapore
I can see lots of branded cars
park in front of the main entrance
and Most of the patients will take cab to there
This show that they are so rich ,
haha :)

Gleneagle Hospital occupied with good facilities
and every specialist accumulate at there
So i believe that these 2 weeks will be very interesting
and hope to get know more friends and seniors :)


Lastly , Hope we wont fainted juz like Mr SxLx
I dun wan any replacement
I still wan shift my house and continue my vacation in Penang
with my bestie and crazy with them...xDD





Even though it is impossible
But i still hope when i super tired
U can stand outside my ward and telling me
" CA will pass soon and hang on there
U will be okay "
hehe, think too much :)



Gonna off to bed now
Tata..

Misunderstand

Misunderstand is easy to occur in a family
between a couple
and between friends and friends

But why , We are trying our best to help u
In the end , U just create a trap for us to go in
End up we have to go out by ourselves
U think that it is funny ?
Or U are purposely to spoiled our relationship ?

U Know that , U create a difficult situation for us
But U din even noticed about it

Dun throw a bomb for me
I just hate it !

And Dun always think that I am kind
I wont be that kind since now












Lastly , Hope CA can pass smoothly :)

Complicated

Why I feel my life suddenly become
so complicated like Formula of Mathematics
I hate this type of feeling !
I just hope leading the simple life
and focus on my studies !

I am just too kind in everything
that appear around me ?
Anyway , I just try my best in everything...
If u know me well
Then u know , that is my characteristic ...

Mr A and Mr B is the male lead
Mr A is emo type person
Mr B is straightforward person
Mr C , i think consider as the middle person ba
Miss M and Miss N also the middle person

Mr A got lots of unsatisfied towards Mr B
Ms M and N just say
" If u have any unsatisfied , den u can tell "
Miss M and N really din force Mr A to talk anything
Miss M and N just hope Mr A
can feel more comfortable when say out his problems

After Mr A talk out his problems
Miss M and N feel really uncomfortable
and try the best , take the risk to help Mr A
so just skype with Mr B and msn Mr C

Mr B very agitate about this
I cant imagine what will happened
if Mr A and B sit down together and talk
Mr A's tone totally different when he talk to Mr B
just compare with the tone
that he talk to Miss M and N
They say the problems is solved
But i dun think the problems is really solved...

Mr C maybe wan sleep already
so his tone also a bit harsh
Until Miss M and N wan cry already..
Mr C , i know...
U always said that
" Nothing to do with u ,
Dun make the things worse
and please dun waste the energy and Time "
I can acceptable what u try to said
but please dun use that type of harsh tone
really hurt u know >.<
And Mr C , i know Mr A treat u very good
but we just give a suggestion
hope u can finish everything by yourself in the future
just let Mr A treat everybody as the same 1
and dun let anybody feel that Mr A is unfair..

Miss N and Mr B
dun let friendship affected both of u's relationship
It's not worth at all !
Miss N sure will stand your side forever
and I will always become your listener too :)
I believe U just straightforward in everything
And i believe both of u
can solve the obstacle together with each other...

Mr A and Mr C
i treat both of u as my best friends
Mr A
U should change ur mind and attitude too
Everything make it so sad and suffering
Life wont be better for u
Dun always said that U can solo
Yes , u can...
But why dun wan accept ppl around u
Join the ppl around u
Try to communicate well and understand
people around you
You will feel that
Your life is full of happiness :)
I hope u can understand about it...

Mr C
i just can say ,
U are a good person
If same thing happen to you
I also will stand your side
I know you are quite rational
I din blame u when u are try to talk 2 me
I can understand ur good intention
And i acceptable that everything u told me :)
Sorry for any inconvenience that cause for u ...



Lastly , hope everything can be safe at new house
and hope conflict can solve...




In the end , Miss M and N is GG
Miss M and N insomnia




and I know
Dun try to be kind person in the future
and Dun try to solve anything that
unrelated to u ...

Thank You Mr C
now i realize this logic and Theory...




Peace ..Peace..Peace..

真正的友情

真正的友情是什么？
真正的友谊不是当你需要他们时，
他们会出现在你的身边吗？
真正的友谊是不管你怎样约他们
他们都会爽快答应的吗？

每次都当她们的中间人
每次都在为她们互相联络
好心打电话给她们
她们还给我冷板凳
有谁受得了嘛？

我讨厌这样虚伪的友情
我讨厌这样没有价值的友情
我讨厌这样只在等别人付出的友情
付出没关系，可是为什么要带给别人无情？
把你的冷漠带给别人？
这样真的好吗？


有时，我真的累了
我累了每次都当别人的好人
我累了每次尽量让自己迁就别人
我累了每次维持着良好关系
很多时候，我真的累了！

经历

每个人到了不同的年龄层
都有不同的经历吧..

我也不赖
我经历了什么？
学业上的奋斗？感情上的创伤？
经历得越多，你越会学习坚强吧...

你说对了，我会放不下过去
可是我真的真的很努力了
我也尽力了..
今天不小心看到了我们以前的照片
我的心隐隐抽痛了一下
为什么会这样？
我也不知道...
我对你，完全没有感觉了
我是多么的讨厌你的伤害
曾经，我是多么的依赖着你
凡是只要想着你在身边
一切都会没事的
现在的我不会了
我学会了坚强面对眼前的一切

我对你不再依赖
我对你不再怀念
我对你不再留恋
我对你不再难过
我对你不再流泪

我真的完完全全放下你了
你留给我的，也许只剩下一些美好的回忆吧
其他的，不会再残留在我的脑海里了

我的心房从此不会再有你的位子
我希望有一天，一个读懂我的了
了解我的人，住进来
我的心不会随便再为任何人而打开
我的心只会为那个能以结婚为前提
跟我有着一样梦想，一样兴趣的人打开
一天找不到，我想我真的很不愿意打开...

我知道你读懂了我
可是不要拆穿我好吗
我知道你很聪明，你太了解我了
可是我自认我伪装到很好了
我不想再任何人面前露出任何的破绽
请你别拆穿我
就让我当朋友们的向日葵吧
因为我只想把快乐带给身旁的人儿
我希望我在大家的印象里都是美好的 :)





翔，感谢你在我13岁那年出现在我的生活里
让我的中学生涯不寂寞
你是我曾经的梦想
虽然我已经忘了，我们因为什么原因而分手
可是我感谢主，现在我们是很好的朋友
你变了好多好多
变得太成熟了
是我不成熟吗？
这样的你，才是真正的你
我真的很不希望看到以前那个吊儿郎当的你
我真的希望你能永远这样下去
我很感谢你曾经给我的回忆 :)
我祝福你，学业上一切顺利
更祝福你，感情上永远甜蜜下去
希望你们能携手到老
开心地过你们的日子...









夜深了
我越来越害怕孤单的滋味...